questions.

if you’re closed-minded, i probably wouldn’t read this blog post. it’s about my thoughts & beliefs & some people won’t agree.. and that’s okay.

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i question everything. it’s how my mind is set up. i question my religion.. not whether I am a christian because i’m aware that i am. but, just how are we supposed to whole heartedly believe we were made from someone. my major allowed me to read myths about Gods. i say this because I read a myth that was written thousands of years before the bible, but it was the exact story of noah’s ark. but, i guess that’s where your religion and beliefs are supposed to set in. but, instead my questioning began. no, i do not believe i’ll go to hell because i have thoughts like this, but some people do believe that. it’s where my beliefs & theirs separate & i have no judgement towards that.

i also question love itself. that’s normal. i don’t want kids. when i say that, i get the response, “you’ll regret that when you’re older.” or “wait until you fall in love.” but, the thing is.. i find it selfish to want to raise a kid in today’s world. our society sucks. i question it everyday. the earth is dying. i don’t want to leave my kids in a world that’ll decease before they can live their life. i don’t want them to grow up worrying how they’ll survive. i don’t want that for my kids. so, if i get older and want kids, i’ll eventually adopt. but i don’t want a child. i want to adopt the kids that no one wants. the teenagers. the ones people look past because they are “not their type of child.“ idk. just my beliefs once again..

i also believe we have more more than one soulmate. i believe that people do not choose to be gay & people who judge people for that are too close minded to even understand that we love who WE love whether they agree or not. i believe that its better for people to get a divorce than for their child to watch them fight everyday. i believe it’s okay to not want a relationship because they are scared of commitment. all of that is okay.

our lives are determined by our thoughts and how we live. i believe that there is no one, single answer for everything. there is not one answer when it comes to religion, our beliefs, and our life in general. we live how we want to live. we don’t all live the same. i love hard. trust too easily. i believe everyone is a good person deep down. i believe there is more to our lives than what we think. people don’t agree with me & that’s okay.

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